Reading Pet's post, i almost cried.
He's right, the 4 years in Maris Stella, so unforgettable, it had already been a part of me.
This 4 years back there, were so fun.
JC life is so tough, sometimes i just want to stop everything, wishing i could go back to Maris Stella once again.
I felt lonely in class, did not really have any so called close friend, or a clique, Yu Xun sticks too much with Reko, I do feel empty at times, just want to isolate myself at one corner.
Remember the times in Maris, the whole group of us were playing cards at the back, eating peanuts, throwing peanuts shell on the floor, getting caught by teachers for peanut shells, getting caught for hair, getting hair cut by school barber. All this things are unforgettable
JC life is kind of screwed. I only really feel like myself during canoe-ing sessions, or with the NCC Marist at times.
That 4 years, i laughed at jokes cracked by others, cried when someone else screwed up, smile when i see the teachers, sad when someone falls sick, i don't feel all this in CJ, not at all
There ain't such a thing called class spirit, no one really cares, in between lessons, everyone just take their things and go, thats all, they don't wait or stuff.
Those old days, so wonderful, everything we do, we do as a class. Everytime we get into trouble, we get punish as a class.
I still remember there was one fruit day, where there was an announcement made not to consume the fruits in class, we didn't care, all of us just ate in class, which eventually lead to detention for the whole class, although its bad, but at least, its a form of bonding.
I taken those days for granted, but now, i really miss those good old days, i really wished that the class I'm in now would be something like that, but no, at least not now, and i don't think i'll do a good job as a HTC.
I used to look forward to school, its another day of jokes, making fun of teachers, joking with teachers, but now, its not always the case, i only looked forward to school on some occasions, where i really felt like going to school.
Went back Maris today, saw all the teachers, wonderful, just plain wonderful.
Teachers are so friendly, you could just treat them as friends.
DK is like usual, strict and smile-less
And we learnt from our previous experience, never eat the food from the canteen.
I miss those good old days, but look, i can't just look back, i'll have to look forward, and hope that T29 would become something like that, at least i hope, we would be more bonded.
And Petras asked me to bring a girl to Dean's birthday celebration on Sunday, so where the hell am i suppose to find one? -.-
Those wonderful good old days...
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