Rain to Rainbow

Friday, October 31, 2008

Woots
Im soooo high today xD
Bio paper was easy hahahahaha
First time i say de wor
Then after bio we all party mode le
Go play lan liao hahahaha
Come home very tired i go sleep le xD
Juz wake up hahas
Then duno why today i really felt weird
I guess its juz becoz im weird ^^

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 11:08 PM

Hahas
Im gonna change my blog song daily ^^
And the songs will depend on my mood de
So u listen le u noe somewhat how i feel
No la talk cork nia
But will abit ba
Its my mood tat affect the songs
Not the songs tat affect my mood
Off to school ^^

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 9:29 AM

Had a big big nightmare
Woke up shaken
Was scared
Very scared
What if it really happens....

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 9:02 AM

Off to sleep
Since cannot absorb le
I dun wanna waste my precious sleeping time
But then i feel like staying online
But i cant juz stare at the com right?
So good nights (:

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 3:02 AM

Sometimes i wonder....
Nvm im tinking too much

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 3:00 AM

The Pokemon craze is back !!

Look at them haiish?

Shaun trying to hide his evil ways

Why O Why?

Tiong Kiat hahas

Hahas, slot machine?

Tio Jackpot?

Woah! So obsessed

Ok so tats all for today's session of pokemon craze
See you guys next time!
Hahas, i see tis photo le
My brain switch off from bio le
Gonna try to tune back xD

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 2:22 AM

6 B3s
Tats all im asking for ^^
May god bless me

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 2:12 AM

Its up to myself to overcome this obstacle
I remember Dee once said
Obstacles are scary things that comes into our way when we take our eyes off our goal
My goal now is to get into a jc
And im not gonna let anything stop it
Gonna get at least a B3 for bio
Not gonna let anything stop me i hope
Not confident
But its something i wish to do
I wanna get tat A1
But i dun tink i have the potential
B3 might be more realistic
And lets juz pray
I can do it
I muz do it
What i studied for the past 2mths
Shud not be left to waste
I can do it
And i will do it

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 2:03 AM

Today bathe 3 times le
Feel like bathing again zzzzz

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 1:46 AM

Happy Birthday to my didi ^^
Happy 13th birthday hahas
JYJYJY
Study hard oh
Mai follow my footstep ^^

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 12:32 AM

Thursday, October 30, 2008

My right hand and right leg hurts -.-
I kick and punch the wall ytd -.-
Now bai ka and bai qiu le
Ok la bai ka oni, still can write ^^
Pain arh
Eh Eh Eh Pain arh Eh

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 10:27 PM

Un-installed dota
No more distractions
Im tinking wondering dreaming too much abt you for my own good =/

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 10:12 PM

Tears are rolling down
Stress? Perhaps

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 10:03 PM

O lvls?
Bring it on!
Tsk tsk
1 more A1 to my collection i hope
Emaths today was pretty easy
Stupid la, i nvr see
My diagram correct i nvr tink cosine rule
I work out answer same as Jason and Dean
Then Jason keep say
UR DIAGRAM CONFIRM WRONG
I wrong u oso wrong loh xD
Off to sleep
Bio ltr =D

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 11:55 AM

I can't wait to grow up fast
FAST FAST FAST!!!
I can't wait to leave this place
This so-called home
It don't feel like one
I hate my parents
I don't know why the hell am i saying this
But i know
Things have changed after that day
I swear im gonna make them regret
I swear im gonna make them pay for all they did to me
I just wanna leave tis place
Once and for all
Im pissed
I hate this
See this
IM GONNA MAKE YOU PAY

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 12:00 AM

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

I think i like her alot
But i tink its kinda stupid too (:
Wad a wrong time to talk about all tis xD
Gonna go sleep le
Good nights
Physics so fun ^^

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 4:57 AM

During the nights
I chance upon an angel frequently
But i could only look from a distance away
So near yet so far
It looks as if she's right in front of me
But no
I wonder, juz wonder
What if one day, this angel is to leave
What am i suppose to do
Or perhaps
What would be the first thing i would want to do?

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 3:06 AM

I'll remember this
Watch for me
I'll make u regret all u've ever did to me
I dun bear grudges
BUT U LEFT ME NO CHOICE

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 12:56 AM

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

All i want... is a simple life
Izit really tat difficult?

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 2:18 AM

Monday, October 27, 2008

HiHi ^^
So yea, slept at 9 tis morning
Woke up at 12
Then went to find jess return her book hahas
Then i go find jun wei and yu ying go gai gai hahas
Coz i really cannot manage the stress
Then i oso duno hu to call
Since they stay so near i call them out loh hahas
Went to walk walk arnd the neighbourhood -.-
K la, we went to the park
Sat thr talk cork
Then jun wei fell down xD
Why?
Coz got some insect dangling from the tree
He chua tio hahahahahaha
I laugh tio beng arh
Then i come home
Slack slack slack
Tried doing a physics paper
Got distracted by tv
So i go watch the 9 o clock show
Last episode
So sad lurh =///
Almost wan cry
Tat guy so cruel la $#@^@#^!@$#
So now, im gonna go do some work
Tatas ^^

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 10:13 PM

Haiish
I haven sleep yet
Cannot fall asleep
I tink abt alot of things loh
See, i tink alot de hahas
Juz one small thing make me tink like hell
Idk la
I really feel dam bad
Haiish
And im juz tinking abt her....
Duno why
Muz faster clear le
Oni did 2physics paper through the nite =///
I wan try sleep le
Tried for the past duno how many hrs le
Since abt 4+
Good nites

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 8:33 AM

Sunday, October 26, 2008

zzzzz
I duno la
Im feeling very bad pangseh Pet
He skip church somemore =//
Haiish
I really very wad leh
Im the one hu ask him to study
Then im the one hu overslept
Im sry

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 11:57 PM

Haiish
I duno why
Never knew why
I can never ever wake up on time
Was planning to study with Pet in school de
I tried very hard to wake up
I set alarm at 10, 10.05, 10.10, 10.15, 10.20, 10.25, 10.30, 10.35, 10.40, 10.45, 10.50, 10.55, 11
And i still din wake up
Petras called
Patric sms-ed
I din wake up
Slept like a log
Dammit
Really sry Pet =//
Haiish
Hope one day
I can really really wake up on time
And reach thr before time

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 11:44 PM

Sry Pet
Din mean it =//
Please forgive me =//

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 11:39 PM

GOOD MORNING PPL!!!
See, for the first time i wake up so early
WHY?!?!?!
I hungry la -.-
So im going bak to sleep after i drink water hahas
Forgot off the com juz realise xD
So im blogging now hahas
Meeting Petras at 1 ltr in school to study
Hahas
So im off to sleep xD
Nites!

Dun treat me too good
I'll tink too much

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 6:20 AM

Lols
I tink im going crazy le la
Not like crazy crazy
Its more like crazy retarded
I anyhow click the next blog thing on the top bar from duno whr oso
Forgot le
Then i viewing random ppl's blog
Then i reading -.-
Wth sia
So see?
Somemore tonite cant bring myself to study
I have no idea why
Im on the same page for bio for like 2hrs le -.-
Im juz staring at it
Then go surf frenster
Then anyhow read ppl's blog
Some even in weird languages lols
K la
I gg do thing le
Tatas

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 2:22 AM

OMG!!!!!
Im not studying at all sia -.-
Juz now go arnd frenster viewing profiles
Every single 1
Well, at least 60% la
Duno why la
I cant get myself to study today
Haiish
Tried so hard =///
I wan my As !!!!!
I nid them anw
Ok, so i shall lots and lots of funny things on frenster la hahas
I realise alot ppl zi lian la hahas
Then i leave comment for a few ppl xD
And i see hor
Some ppl like joseph and or jiao
All black black de
Their sisters all dam white loh LOL
Ok la, i go slack slack le xD
Toodoos

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 1:51 AM

Tis is nice too ;DDD

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 12:05 AM

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Ahhhhh
YTD NITE SUPER SUPER EMO!!!!
I using com ma
Then my father come ask me off
Coz i was doing something
Then i tell him later i off
He dun let
Then i quarell with him loh
I was screaming at hime 2am in the morning -.-
I tink disturbed alot neighbour
SRY SRY!!!
So then he slap me
Slap me once, i scream bak
Slap me again, i scream bak again
Slap me one more time, i started bleeding
I shouted bak
He gave me 1 more slap
Then my mother came to stop him
Then i run to the kitchen wash away the blood
He slap me till my gum and nose bleed
I spit abit of blood out
Then i stun
Then i sit at the living room
Zhor boh
Then they want talk to me la
I juz diam diam
Nvr say anything dao all the way
Then my father say O lvls still use com
i diam diam
Its not as though im playing
Im juz watching some things
Doing some things
On music etc etc.
Then he muz guai lan
He start saying abt my results
For f**ks sake, i din wan tat results too
Im chionging like a mad dog for o lvls now
AND ALL HE CAN SAY IS TAT IM FAILING IM FAILING IM FAILING
Wth he wans?
Im stressed enuf
All he can do is to add it on
Then my mother start talking to me
She say u chose to take bio
And ure failing bio
In my heart
I really cannot take it
Its as though they say till is my fault im failing
YES! I admit, i din study hard enuf
But LOOK! Im studying like a mad dog now
Im studying overnight
10pm to 6am in the morning
4hrs of sleep and sometimes more, due to headache
Like today, i had a bad bad headache although i slept at 4
So i gave up the study trip and slap at home
I slept till 6
So im gonna study now
I wanna prove them wrong
I wanna show them tat i can do it
I wanna show them As to shut their mouths up
BUT!!!
I noe i shud not tire myself out
And i noe tat tis will drive me crazy literally
I have alot things stuck up inside
But luckily for me, i have someone to talk to
Thank you for being there for me <3

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 11:36 PM

OYA OYA!!!
We left a legacy behind in class today hahas
Our legacy ;D
Hahas, its fairly disgusting too
I have the pics!!!

Tat 1 is the chicken rice chilli sauce hahas

Woots, Mac, Nasi lemak, economic beehoon, red bull ;DDD

Hahas, i noe its disgusting xD

I show u all magic arh
See arh tis is how it looks before

BLING!
Tis is how it looks after ;DDDDD
We very good right hahas

Yeap, Dean was here errr!

While cooking maggie for dinner like 1/2 hr ago hahas
Egg got double yolk leh xD

I healthy de hor, got vege ;DDDD
I noe it makes u hungry hahahahahahaha
Taste great too yums =P

Oyea, thrs tis really really cool video hahas
HERE IT IS!!

Hahas, sadly we din break the chair
And i tink wednesday im not gonna go bak class
Gonna stink like hell la
With alot cockroach oso lols
I duno wan go do wad le
Toodoos
Feeling kinda upset tonite =//

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 1:37 AM

Thrs tis weird guy bugging me -.-
PAEDO!!

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 12:22 AM

Lols
I was feeling dam fked up juz now hahas
Then i go play maple
Play 2hr lvl 6times LOL
Tats retarded hahas
Feeling much much better now xD
Toodoop Toodoop
Hahas
So yea, now duno why dun have the study mood hahas
Juz feel like playing xD
K la tats all for now
Tatas

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 12:14 AM

Friday, October 24, 2008

YAY!!!
Muz give me moderator award hor (:
Both paper today GG
Emaths was ok la
BUT SUUPER CARELESS ://
Then Amaths leh
My brain died on me
I cant tink at all la haiish
Oya, juz now got accident when i take bus home xD
The traffic light gonna drop le sia xD
So cool lurh
Lucky no1 injured hahas
Tats all for now ba
PS: Im very emo now (:

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 6:38 PM

Thursday, October 23, 2008

My morale is soooooooo low

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 10:23 PM

Woots Da Xiao Jie Xiao Wei's 22/30 compo hahas
Title : Illusions.

Illusions, everyone has illusions. Some illusions can be sweet like honey. Some illusions can be bitter like medicine. For Miki's illusions, I have no words to describe. Or rather that, I do not know how to describe. To most of us, Miki's illusions can be a form of mental torture. Illusions can kill.

Miki was my best friend during my old secondary days. She became quiter after so many things happened. She did not speak as much as she used to be.Her parents divorced few months ago. Miki's father had the custody of his only daugther. As always, Miki thought that it was her father that let her mother down, thus, she never liked him. She became very rebellious, mixed with bad companies. She even did things that are against the law - fighting. She becme the attention of the police officiers. Miki's father became real disappointed. His love for his only daughter became hatred.

"Whenever I look at you, I will be reminded of your disgusting mother ! You better behave yourself behave I throw you back to your mother." Miki's dad shouted.

Miki was not that close to me before these things happened. I was quite surprised that she told me about her family background. We became the best of friends. There were no secrets between us. Miki was a great teacher to me. She coached me when I had difficulties in my daily work. I can say that, without her, there would not have me.

Out of the sudden, Miki do not talk to me anymore. We were not like as we were. She became weird, very weird. I decided to ignore that. I thought that she had met some new friends and forgotten me. During every toilet breaks or recess time, Miki would hide herself inside a cubicle of the ladies. I could not believe what I heard and saw. I caught her talking to herself, or to be exact, she was talking to the space,infront of her.

"Miki, who are you talking to? Why were you talking to yourself? Are you alright?" I asked her, feeling very worried.

"Oh Hi! Meet my new friend, Joan." Miki replied, pointing into the space.

"There were no one else here except for you and me. I don't see anyone, I swear."

"Stop lying ! Joan is standing right beside me ! She has long and silky hair, watey big eyes, small cherry red lips. She's from 4E2. Don't tell me you never see her before? You were just joking, aren't you?" Miki exclaimed.

"Ok, whatever, I'm getting out of here." I walked out of the ladies, feeling annoyed. As I walk towards the class, I thought of what Miki had said. Our school was just 5 years old. I never heard of any rumour that someone died or suicided? It can't be a ghost that Miki was talking to. There is no ghost in this world ! Moreover, no one had the name 'Joan' in 4E2 nor the looks Miki described.

Few weeks later, Joan seemed to vanish from Miki's life. I never hear or even see Miki talking to the non-existing being, Joan anymore. I was alone in class doing my revision, then, I heard a loud bang on the table next to me. It was Miki whom banged the table.

"Hand her over! I said Hand her over. Hand Joan over! I know you had hid her somewhere else. You wanted to break us up, don't you?Joan is missiong. You must have hid her or chased her away! I don't care, I want you to get me Joan! " Miki shouted at me, giving me a tongue-lashing.

"Miki, calm down. Joan don't exist at all. Trust me. I won't lie to you.Whatever you had seen and said were just illusions." I tried to explain. From Miki's eyes, she was looking behind of me. To my horror, there was no one behind me !

"Joan said that if I am dead, I can be with her forever." Miki said, smiling to herself and opened the window. She climbed up to the window pane and jumped down. I grabbed her hand in time.

"Don't let go !" I screamed. Miki smiled and let go of my hand, she fell. I had just see my best friend suicided, I would never forget this scene. Never in this lifetime.

After Miki's incident, I became a better friend to my friends. I cared for them as far as possible to prevent them having the same ending as Miki. Miki was really a very pitiful girl. Also, I became a psychologist, I want to help as many people as possible. It was still my ignorance that killed Miki. Something puzzled me till today is , was Joan Miki's illusions or was she a supernature being?

Da Xiao Jie Xiao Wei's 19/20 chinese letter writing siala

亲爱的晓雯表弟：
你最近还好吗？对不起，很久没联络你了。因为最近考试，忙着温习。你在学校还应付的来吗？不懂的可以问我。今天写信来的目的是想帮一帮姨妈的。她在妈妈的面前，哭诉着你变成了一个坏孩子。是真的吗？如果是真的，你太伤她的心了。

其实，参加了私会党，有什么好处的？除了打架闹事，还有做什么是比较有意义的？你以前是个乖巧懂事的孩子，怎么会变成这个样子？交朋友是没有错，可是交错朋友就是大错特错。教你做坏事的人，会是什么好人？他们可以是你最好的玩伴，做好的朋友，但你有没有想过，如果真的惹出一件大事，你认为他们会和你一起扛下来吗？如果你说会，你真得很需要心理辅导。有没有想过，如果你坐牢，你的一生就被毁了。最痛心，最伤心的会是谁？不是你那一群所谓的好兄弟，而是疼爱你的爸爸妈妈。

父母对孩子的爱是永恒不变的。虽然他们的婚姻出现了问题，但他们还是那无私的爱着你。当然，谁会想看到自己的父母分开？不可以因为这样就自暴自弃。大人的事就有他们自己处理。我们只要做好自己的本分。不管结果是如何，我们都要尊重他们的决定。

我想你一定有看过《三个好人》那部电影吧？我深深地记得戏里的李国煌饰演的前囚犯。他说了一句话然我想了好久，那就是：法官判我坐十年的牢，可是你们已经判了我死刑。雇主因为知道他坐过牢，所以不愿意给他机会。这个世界是残忍的。一旦你走错了第一步，就没有回头路了。

好吧，我该去温习功课了。去想想我对你说的话，做出正确地选择，别让我失望。好好照顾你的妈妈。加油!

祝
身体健康
学业进步。

晓华
2008年09月29日

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 8:40 PM

Kiss 10 points goodbye (:

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 5:45 PM

THX JASON THX JASON THX JASON!!!
LOVE YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH
Guess wad, i haven finish my things
Jason offered to go sch early help me
Thank you sooooo much
I hope wad u trying to do will help
Really
Im afraid
Im afraid i flunk my combine humans
And tats BB to JC
JYJYJYJY
Thx
Really
I duno how to say
But then really very happy
THANK YOU!

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 10:37 AM

Woots
Geog Paper today!!!!
I haven finish development
GG le la
Aiya, i go revise now, hope still got hope
JYJYJYJYJYJY

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 9:41 AM

Oya Oya\
Happy Birthday Yu Ting (:
May All ur wishes come true
Birthday girl mai sad sad hor

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 1:22 AM

Last exam le
Last 2weeks le
I dun wanna let all the efforts i made go to waste
I juz cant seem to concentrate tonite
NONO!!
MUZ DO GEOG
Cannot let the stress take over me
Pimples white hair all come out le la =//
JYJY FRED!!
I noe u can de xDD

I wonder if its still the same
Coz i still feel the same way towards you

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 1:20 AM

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Sometimes i wonder, why do i really get affected so much
As in, most of the time, the feeling juz stunk, make it everytime la
But im still having it for duno wad reason
And tml's geog, lets juz hope
Everything would be ok

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 11:29 PM

LOL
WTH SIA
DAM FUNNY LA
Part 1

Part 2

Another 1 ;D

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 11:12 PM

OMG!!!!!
TODAYS PAPER DAM DAM DAM DAM EASY
ITS LIKE WTH LA
But then its not good
I lost 9 marks
But the rest im confident
However, if paper so easy, i tink nid at least 85marks for A1
Aim to top 25%
Not for A1
Coz of the goddam moderation
Dammit
AND REALLY REALLY WANNA THANK JESS
WOOHOO
I SWEAR I OWE U 1 MEAL!!!
LOVE U SO MUCH!!!
Hahas, i shall explain xD
Coz i left my Geog tb on the bus -.-
Dumb me lols
Tml geog somemore
So i very pek chek
Then i start asking everyone not taking geog near my house de
Then jess say she lend me her TB hahas
THX ALOT ALOT
I get A1 i treat u nice nice eat
But i tink tat 1 very difficult xD
So the amaths was ok la
Really easy
And actually the ones i duno how to do
I noe de
Juz tat i tink wrong then i cancel away -.-
In the end leave blank
Dammit la haiish
Nvm
Paper 2 JY FRED
Full marks oh
L1R5 muz muz muz 10 point xD
Toodoos ppl

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 10:09 PM

Thud Thud Thud
English was ok yesterday hahas
Love it soooo much
Amaths ltr
Hope A1 A1 xDDD
I go bathe then memorise formula le
Toodoos

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 12:24 PM

Decided to go sleep le
So late le
I cant concentrate on amaths also haiish
So i tink the best solution is to sleep ltr wake up at 9 to memorise hahas
Good night ppl ( :
Hugs and kisses hahas <33>

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 4:38 AM

Keke
Hahas
Finally made le heehee
Plz bear with the emptiness for the time being ok?
Very fast fill up de
Promise ;D
I wan thank Pearl for her help hahas
Spongebob cute hor? ( :

Spazzer ( :
saw a rainbow @ 3:44 AM

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