YTD NITE SUPER SUPER EMO!!!!
I using com ma
Then my father come ask me off
Coz i was doing something
Then i tell him later i off
He dun let
Then i quarell with him loh
I was screaming at hime 2am in the morning -.-
I tink disturbed alot neighbour
SRY SRY!!!
So then he slap me
Slap me once, i scream bak
Slap me again, i scream bak again
Slap me one more time, i started bleeding
I shouted bak
He gave me 1 more slap
Then my mother came to stop him
Then i run to the kitchen wash away the blood
He slap me till my gum and nose bleed
I spit abit of blood out
Then i stun
Then i sit at the living room
Zhor boh
Then they want talk to me la
I juz diam diam
Nvr say anything dao all the way
Then my father say O lvls still use com
i diam diam
Its not as though im playing
Im juz watching some things
Doing some things
On music etc etc.
Then he muz guai lan
He start saying abt my results
For f**ks sake, i din wan tat results too
Im chionging like a mad dog for o lvls now
AND ALL HE CAN SAY IS TAT IM FAILING IM FAILING IM FAILING
Wth he wans?
Im stressed enuf
All he can do is to add it on
Then my mother start talking to me
She say u chose to take bio
And ure failing bio
In my heart
I really cannot take it
Its as though they say till is my fault im failing
YES! I admit, i din study hard enuf
But LOOK! Im studying like a mad dog now
Im studying overnight
10pm to 6am in the morning
4hrs of sleep and sometimes more, due to headache
Like today, i had a bad bad headache although i slept at 4
So i gave up the study trip and slap at home
I slept till 6
So im gonna study now
I wanna prove them wrong
I wanna show them tat i can do it
I wanna show them As to shut their mouths up
BUT!!!
I noe i shud not tire myself out
And i noe tat tis will drive me crazy literally
I have alot things stuck up inside
But luckily for me, i have someone to talk to
Thank you for being there for me <3
saw a rainbow @ 11:36 PM
